I am so packed....

Well, i was wondering if my last entry was on starting school... But after one month and a half of torturous life in school, it is the hols again.... BUT... not so much of any holidays..... I will be so packed within these 2 weeks....

Luckily, for me, I will be flying off to Jkt on Tuesday.... till Friday.... i hope i can enjoy some time off just not thinking abt anything.... BECAUSE, when i come back, it will be back to life from hell....

When i come back, i have to rush a 12-page report out on Saturday, Sunday, i have to do my FI log book, Monday, it is an SHF event in the morning, then followed by my PR application at 4pm... Tuesday, i will be back in sch whole day to finish a project, then Wed, it is another project at my place.... Thursday is another SHF event.... then Friday, i have to clear all my tutorials and assignements and apply for my cluster selection, then Saturday and Sunday whole day will be my HME event.... GOSH... talk about packed canned sardine, i feel like one myself.....

Cluster selection.... I have decided to take the 2nd one.... From the assurance of my care-person, she realy cares, saying that cluster 2 would be a better choice.... My biggest worries would be PBPN, stands for principles of biochemistry and physiology for nutrition... SEE??? even the name is long enough to kill.... I heard it isn the easiest subject for dietics.... but well, i am going to give it a try.....

So much for a 2 week break right? it is more like time to rush ur projects.... Well, i have been listening to this song in Tank's newest album that lifts my spirit up.... even after my papers.... which reminds me, Ok, we haven even talked much about our paper..... So far of all 4 papers, NLS will be the worse, I THINK.... cos u have no idea how difficult it is and i have no idea what they really want from it.... It isn about me not preparing well for it.... I'm always prepared for my papers.... but this time, i have no idea what the qn wants?!?~!? well, just hope i PASS.... which means a D grade is fine by me.... from a Z to a D.... look how far it went.... skipped almost 20 alphabets....

going back to the song, well, i mean, Tank, came back, after 2 yrs, and his heart surgery.... think it was really awesome of him to come out with one album, relating them to how his life has been thru these 2 yrs.... posting one of the lyrics here.... =)

Ok, today is my only BREAK so far... hahahahax....

Tank--會長大的幸福

在 夜市裡逛地攤 送妳一副耳環
妳很喜歡 一整晚笑聲不斷

陪 妳看電影哭完 戲裡相愛好難
妳很感慨 現實會害人離散

妳說浪漫 和貧富無關
是心讓愛燦爛
在捷運車站 不在乎圍觀
感動親吻起來

要妳擁有會長大的幸福
一天比一天像公主 夢都被滿足
為妳種下會長大的幸福
讓今天擔心妳的朋友 明天笑鬧著 嫉妒

為 妳生日的夜晚 親手料理晚餐
妳真可愛 很捧場吃兩碗飯

妳 電話有點摔壞 一直想幫妳換
努力加班 妳心疼得淚打轉

愛是送妳會長大的幸福
用生命為妳變魔術 永遠被保護
牽手圍住會長大的幸福
看它開花結果變大樹 我們唱著歌 歡呼

DJ out~! =)

Happy Birthday To ME!

Wow~! Another yr older.... think i am just grateful that i can live so long le.... lolx.... Bot so much of very excited over the birthday thing.... lolx... cos it means i am another yr older... Dreads...

I think i have learnt to be careful for what i wish for, cos after putting the water bottle request, I had 3 now..... 2 of it are the same, just different colours.....

But well, i am glad to have frens who cares.... =) hee....

Very grateful, for all the frens and family.... very grateful to God.... for always providing my needs... and keeping my needs met.... think this is something tat i am always aware... Like if i wanted something, i am always able to get it one way or another..... it might not be immediate, but at least at the end of it, i can still afford..... Or i got it thru different means.... not stealing of cos.... lolx.....

Very happy with my life now i suppose.... i cant ask for a better moment.... i mean, there are ups and downs, but i have people around me to take care of me.... =)

Sch is awesome..... just cant wait to finish yr 2 quickly so i can do attachments at hospitals..... and hopefully, i can get the scholarship to study overseas...... tt will be my bday wish..... it is the first tt i thot of.... although, i am not so much of a wish person..... =)

I am glad to continue to build more frenship.... widen social circle, and definitely to use the blessings that i get to give to others in need.... =)

Alrite... thats my speech.... lolx......

Take care and thank you guys lots for everything you have done.... even just being a part of my life is SOMEHTING i wanna thank you guys for.....

Love yea always and God bless.... =)

DJ Out~!

Birthday Wish List...

Only just today, someone complimented me that I look like a 15-yr old.... So amazed and grateful and gosh, just really elated to hear such a comment.... I mean, as a girl, woman, WHO DONT WANT TO BE COMMENTED AS YOUNG~! Forever 18 kinda thing..... Sighx....

Anyways, thinking about my bday that is coming SOON, and for the benefit of my close frens, posting up a wish list would be good.... So no unnecessary things will be given to me.... At this age, when you receive something you dont use, u will probably throw it to the back of your closet and leave it till it rust n mould....

Ok, let me see.... I wanted a few things..... Let's start with:

• Cineleisure bag ( the bag that looked like Ketupat )
• Bedsheets ( Hopefully can get nice looking ones and comfy)
• A good water bottle ( that doesn LEAK )
• A good pair of swimming goggles - with 0.3 degree ( that doesn SMOKE when i swim)
• Pilot ball-point stationeries ( who LACKS them )
  
• 80L Oven from Taka going at 90 bucks ( is this too much )
• Dryer ( i think i am going overboard )
• Portable Aircon ( i promise i will END here )
• Any amount of ANG POW ( who LACKS CASH??? )
  

Ok... Not too much of a request... I think the first few are priorities.... And things i need, if not, when i have the budget, i will go get them myself.... hahahahahahx....

Hope and pray i will have a good Bday celebration~! gosh.....Cant wait.....

DJ Out~!

勇敢 Brave

Being brave would be my biggest strength and biggest weakness.... depending on the situation i guess..... I can be brave and face up to challenges.... but i have times where i kinda regretted the things i do or said, esp after reflecting.... and brave will definitely be not in my dictionary then....

After 3 days of conference.... It was REALLY recharging... hearing so many lessons and so many to change~!!!! lolx.... Humility..... Rejoicing and being blessed....... It was Awesome~!!!!

Think wanna just post this lyrics.... bcos we can always be brave when we have ppl around us to walk us thru the tough times.... =) So yup.... 加油~!

Will be a full week this week.... Let's see.... i still have my usual tuitions.... addition of one more now every Saturdays.... and this week, i will have to distribute flyers as well~!!!! well, just a day.... to earn some extra cash b4 sch starts to work on my NEW wardrobe.... gosh, i REALLY need NEW CLOTHES~!!!!!!

Hope everything will go SMOOTHLY~! Make it work Celia~! =)

日夜顛倒 夢和現實 對調
誰能帶我 飛躍幸福 遠方
閉上雙眼 用心感應 彷彿聽得到
是你為我 留下的暗號

當我 緊握你的手
你是耀眼的星火
就讓夢想編織王者世界
照亮整個宇宙

當你 握緊我的手
我變勇敢的星火
和你一起閃耀 到世界盡頭

放棄太早 和你約好 跟時間賽跑
用愛破解 最後的詛咒

DJ Out~!

Loves....

And we're back~! =)

Hmm... It is simple... Life comes to a turn, we just suddenly don see eye to eye.... so a quarrel began, followed by a cold war, and then, we realised we were just being silly.... lolx....

Then someone stepped forward to apologize, and everything seems back to the way it was..... It is bcos either of us just missed the other one.... everything seems to come in a pair anyways.... hee....

Think sometimes, it takes a temporary losing, to realise what we have lost..... just dont wait until we completely lost that someone forever to finally realise how important that person is to us..... =)

Kelly Clarkson-My Life would suck without you

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go

DJ Out~!