Sigh....

10days passed since the last post...

Sigh... A lot things happened... Frankly, things are still slowly sinking in... Haven totally digested it... Wanna just cry out like i used to... But i couldn't, not because i can't, but because life has moved on and so have i.... Realized i have totally numbed myself out.... Wrapped myself in... i dunno if it is for the best yet....
But for now, i have to just accept who i am and be stronger for the future ahead....

I hope you know,
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps til I'm full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they
And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cuz I wanna hold yours too
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity
I need some shelter of my own protection

Taken from Big Girls Don't Cry-Fergie

DJ Out~!