多可悲

I had a super weird reaction this morning.... Din know it would turn out like this..... and i din even expect myself to react this way as well..... sighz.... i normally only sign in to my MSN after 2pm.... yeax... some of you might know why..... so today, as per normal.... did my stuff and i signed in abt 230pm....

When i signed in, i looked thru the list of MSN contacts and i had to quickly sign out immediately....... i din realized that my reaction will be like that.... well, i have been good at avoiding it.... but i din know that when i met up with the situation face to face, my reaction would be to quickly escape......

ArgH..... 很讨厌这样的感觉.... i don even know why i am doing all this avoiding things thing...... ArGh.....

Anyways, another 可悲的事 is that i have like 136 frens on my MSN list..... and last nite, i was like browsing thru the list of ppl on my MSN list who were online, and i find myself smirking out, so many of them online, but i practically knew none of them....... 真是可悲.....

Been thinking of letting things go back to square one..... like totally 一切归零..... change the entire MSN address and putting up only the ppl i know... as in really know..... Cos i do wonder like if you peeps will talk to everyone of ur MSN contact list ppl, or is it just me??? there are ppl on my MSN list that i dont talk to AT ALL.... i am like, why bother put them in my list in the first place........

sighs.... 总之，今天就觉得我怎么在这方面那么可悲..... maybe i shd just avoid signing in altogether..... cos it doesn matter anyways....... 不如就为自己留一些安全界限.......

不知不覺又過了幾天
我想我習慣了忽略 去忽略沒你的時間

不近不遠走再誰身邊
我想我適應了一切 這一切沒你的世界

某條路某條街 某首歌某間店 某種熟悉但如今卻刺眼
不碰觸不跨越 為自己留一些 安全界線

誰都以為不聽不看也就沒感覺 一轉身 才發現
空氣裡面 依舊飄散著記憶的氣味

是有所謂或無所謂也不能改變
原來是我 在愛上妳的那瞬間 就困在圍牆裡面

多可悲 圍牆都在對不對

Taken from 围墙-李玖哲

DJ Out~!