School~............

Well, School officially started, and thus i got SO busy........ I have school everyday, and then tuition almost everyday as well...... I hate the tired feeling, of thinking that i still have to work after class, and cant go home to sleep, but then again, I need these jobs~!!!! My expenses are like going out more than the incomings~!

Anyways, I am glad to have met new frens and more ppl to hang around with...... Really cool bunch of peeps in my class...... And I cant wait to build a closer and deeper frenships with all of them......

Life's pretty good, i mean, other than being busy...... At least it takes my mind off certain things..... like Missing ppl and other emo stuffx...... Sighx..... I guess we are never gonna be satisfied with things......

I remember, i said, once i get back to Spore, I will be satisfied and assured..... when i came back, i said, i will be assured once i get my sch posting...... and then after that, i said, i will get assured after i get this, and then this, and then that...... the LIST goes ON~!

Now, i am waiting for my new handphone~! hahahahahahsx BEEN waiting for like AGES~!!!!! But due to alot of reasons, cant get it over and over again, week after week..... sighx..... i know i will get it soon, so i have to just be PATIENT........ =)

Sunday, I went for tuition after church, and almost doze off (again~!) while tutoring..... i am a bad tcher~!!!!!!!! =S But well, my schedule is really really packed and BAD...... i came home after tuition today and had a 2-hr nap.... hahahahahaahx..... tired, but will endure, and stay positively strong....... no worries k? =)

Okies, i have to go and like prepare for sch tmr....... a long week ahead....... but i am sure i will learn lots of stuffx~! which is wat i do love abt SCHOOL~! heex.....

DJ Out~!

PS: thanks for calling dear...... I am glad to hear ur voice and know that u are doing well over there~! Thank you for listening in~! U are my greatest FAN~! miss yeax...... =)

School is starting....

Finally~!!!!!! School is starting tmr~! WooHoo........... =) Excited, cant wait, insecure, nervous...etc.... ALOT of emotions......

I had a great Saturday just slacking at home..... I know i was supposed to do a SURPRISE for TongWei.... but i was just too tired to do anything, esp with the weather so cooling, hehex..... I am actually supposed to do it today as well, since it is my last BREAK day, but i haven got the materials ready.....( OS: WaT???? ) Hmmm, at this state, i am just gonna enjoy my last day then...... =)

I will do it ASAP, i know, cos she is really leaving soon...... But now that sch has started, I CANT WAIT~!!!! Starting to get slightly self-focus..... lol... All these while, during this break period, i have been more of caring and encouraging the rest..... and GIVE...... now, i can be a part of the student life 100%, and yeap, we share and give together..... lolx~!!!! Woo Hoo.......

Gwen leaving for Aust on Wed, hopefully wont miss her alot.... but then again, LUCKILY, sch has started by then, so not much worries..... lolx.....

Everything seems to go great..... nothing much happening and frankly, my week was just packed with Tuition, as usual...... and now that i am starting sch, i will be even busier i guess..... and i just cant wait to get really busy....... =) After 3-yrs of break, u peeps might not know the feeling of how bored it can get at times..... heex......

Well, I dunno when i will add my next post.... but i will try to do it once a week~!

DJ has been listening to all of Jay Zhou's albums from his 1st to the recent....... His songs are just songs that u can never get bored at...... lolx...... I really really liked his talent and style....... Long Live Jay~!!!!!!! =)

Alrity...... Gonna end here....... Still slightly sick now, but much much better le...... =)

DJ Out~! =)

Un-Predictable week and weather

Ok... After the up-s and down-s of the last week..... I was sick and then better and then sick again....

On Sunday, I couldnt resist the Secret Recipe Chocolate icing, that i ate, and then the sore-throat immediately came that evening.... And with the unpredictable weather lately, it could be SUPER sunny one moment, and HEAVY rain the next...... sick weather......

And as usual, after a sore-throat, it will be running nose, and then blocked-nose and then cough and followed by fever and chest pain.....

Yeap, that has wat I have been up to lately..... Being SICK.....

But it has been busy as well.... as usual, WHEN AM I NOT BUSY???? School is starting soon, and I am still BUSY..... worse, when sch starts, I will be EXTREMELY busy to the point, I cannot even do once a week post on the blog...... Sighx.....

AND when we are sick, we miss ALOT of things and get emo abt missing different ppl..... Sighx.... I miss someone being there for me at home, just helping me cook porridge or something..... miss someone coming over to just visit and bring me things to cheer me up...... I miss SOOO MANY THINGS ALL of a sudden......... sobx sobx sobx.....

But then agaion, after resting the whole day just now, I am feeling much better, still having flu, blocked-nose and cough and chest pain, but definitely better and no longer giddy...... Still have a slight fever though.... AND, i have lost my sense of taste~!!!!!! I am like, every good food that is infront of me, MEANS nothing..... cos they taste NOTHING.... sobx..... I am fated to just have porridge till I am better.......

Hope i will feel better soon.... cos i really cant wait to start school~! woo hoo~!!!!!

Do take care peeps...... bring an umbrella when u are out and drink plenty of water and get plenty of Vitamin C source...... =) (I shd just tell this to myself...)

DJ out~!

Haiz... Haiz... Haiz....

Firstly, if you guys are wondering watever happened to the sneaky sneak preview for April, well, i wont be doing it for this month..... One is bcos there isn much albums coming out yet so far, not that i know of..... Then there is the part where i am pretty busy with my life as well, with the sch stuffx, and getting ready for school, the plans and all sorts.....

To some, sighx, u peeps know, i have been down, depressed, discourage and not well..... i was not fine at all, and i am not fine yet either..... But, thankfully, i am much better than on Monday.....

Certain plans crumbled and I literally broke down as well..... I had to talk with different close frens of mine.... Gwen was around, so was HuiYee in Australia, and Eugene in Canada as well..... I just spend-time with Stefanie.... And on Fri i will be spending time with Joyce... which i will look forward to hear her advice and all.....

Basically, now, i am not hoping for alot of things, neither am i planning anything.... I am just like a sponge now... absorbing wat ppl say and think and advise..... I dont wanna put my hopes up high in case i fall even harder......

I dont even have the energy at times to smile from the bottom of my heart, or even give to the ppl around me who need my support and encouragement in other areas..... I know i may sound selfish, but i totally have no energy..... i am just exhausted, and tired and i WANNA be REAL to myself... if i can do it, i will, if i cant, then Celia, let it go.......

Well, it is time for me to move on, and leave the things behind..... watever that comes my way, i will try to think things thru clearer if it is for the best..... If not, it doesn really matter...... =)

I wanna thank the peeps that were there for me, in times of depressing moments..... And i appreciate them for being there to listen and just be there for me...... Assuring me that things will go well, and that as long as i tried my best, i have to leave the rest to God who is always in control.......

Lastly, with God, all things is possible, and that, it is time for me to learn to trust God more than anything in the world...... =)

Thanks guys and i Love you all.... very very much.....

DJ Out~!