I have no idea what to title this post.....

Had a busy and hectic weekend, and the past wk was like crazily busy will i have no idea wat..... It was like endless tuition slots, and then spending times and church and all those stuff.... Felt like i barely had time to sit down and think abt things.....

This wk, fell sick.... so some of th tuitions that i could postponed is postponed, plus it is the March sch hols, so the parents are kinda ok with it..... Those i can push earlier is pushed so that i dont need to travel in and out of hm waiting for the correct time..... I am like going out at one shot, morning go out, tuition after tuition, and then come back for the day...... Sighx..... No voice, lungs are itchy, but when i cough, i get chest pain..... Sobx soBx sObX..... =(

Eugene called yesterday (yeayx~!!!), and i finally released everything out to him.... (thx for listening Elmo...heex) Everything that is happening to me and around me..... Felt good to release it all out rather than keeping it bottled up or unable to totally released it all out to the diff ppl here..... sighx.... had a good time talking to him, missed it, and although after that he made me go out of the hse late for appts..... then again, after the chat, i've realised a few things, and managed to think abt certain things.....

Sometimes i feel like humans are really weird..... When we are not allowed to have a certain thing, we go all out to achieve it.... seriously, we felt like, it is a must get, i-dont-care, plus stubborn attitude that we HAVE to get it.....

But then again, after we have gotten it, or that we are oredi in the middle of it, we sort of lose focus or the motivation to continue striving for it.... maybe it is wat we often called, 玩腻了.... I dunno, but these few days i thot abt me being in Spore and doing all these stuffx, i am like, hmmm.... Why did i so insist on coming back when life here seems, nothing much as well......

Sighx..... Watever it is, felt like i need to find out the truth as well..... whether, of cos, I will get the posting into Ngee Ann..... Hopefully i can, but even if i din, i am humbled enuf to accept God's plans for me.....

Wish me luck peeps..... =)

DJ Out~!