2 weeks into School....
School came and went, 2 weeks had gone by..... Gotten back results for the previous term tests..... did fairly well..... and i realise even when i get good grades, i do get stressed..... cos i have to keep up to the standard as well as the expectations of teachers and peers.....
Now that the results are back, i do think if i was just lucky with the marks i got..... Although, i did work super hard for it..... sighx... it is just some negative thots tt i had to overcome.......
Exams and Quizzes are back already, and it will be and on-going thing till the Sem exams..... Also, project due dates are really near.... and I really hope i wont be exhausted by the end of everything.....
In the midst of all these..... Think things around me have changed, or maybe i have changed to not care abt the surroundings......Felt like sometimes i work too hard to notice the ppl around me, or even build the relationships around......
TongWei will be back on the 14th, and i cant wait to tell her all of my probs..... sighx..... its been so long since i had anyone to really share abt my deep feelings and thots... and i hope i can get time with her to share things out...... =(
Other than once in a while feeling sad and lost..... I am fine overall...... I tend to have selective thinking and hearing, so it is easy for me to put things at the back of my mind and not think too much abt it, until someday.... when it comes running back to the front......
Had a great retreat last weekend.... It was tiring and environmentally unexpected, but i survived, even the whole of last week, without any weekend rest..... Amen..... I was blown away by how the KL campus did the whole entire retreat.... it was SUPER AWESOME and HIGH VOLTAGE..... =) Kinda hurt my back i think, cos it still hurt sometimes..... sighx....
Anyways, today i need to post out this song lyric on 小宇, i am in love with him recently... hahahahx.... no need to get jealous, i just love his songs..... the more i listened to it, the more i love it...... And this particular song is like a math qn to me.... trying to figure out who is the gal, and who is the guy, how many gals and how many guys are there..... if u ever figured it out, let me know..... =)
Here it is:
我在角落觀察ABC
A是B的 而B認識C的
C卻望著B的A的
那是同情是愛我看不出來
AB相愛 但A總是無奈 因為B天生太博愛
不管多麼的感慨 C選擇等待
B說 沒有 A說 我懂
你看錯了 手機沒電了 藉口用過都不換
B說 甚麼 A都 點頭
C沉默著 A流淚了 我好想幫他說
快說 這樣的你是否快樂
這樣的愛是否值得
平靜的 眼神裡笑容裡問候裡透露出著痛
笨女孩已經太多了 根本就不缺你一個
請趕快 放下你拋下你丟下你已失去的夢
接下來呢 走向並不曲折
B依然是重蹈覆轍
那是低能是壞我看不出來
有些活該 每個人都明白 A把自己推向悲哀
直到有一天狠心 兩眼都睜開
A說 分手 B說 別走
玩一玩的 沒有下次了 之前說的都不算
A說 放手 B說 敢走
A猶豫著 我嘆氣了 有人說借個過
A和C的故事 大家都看好
誰又真的知道
同情的成份有多少
或是愛 如果是愛
Okies.... Gtg.... Take care peeps~! Cya when i cya~!
DJ Out~!
